12/14/2012

"A gunman killed 26 people, 20 of them children between the ages of 5 and 10, in a shooting on Friday morning at an elementary school in Newtown, Conn., about 65 miles northeast of New York City, the authorities said.

The mass shooting is among the worst in the nation’s history.

“The majority of those who died today were children, beautiful little kids between the ages of 5 and 10 years old,” a visibly distraught President Obama said during a nationally televised address Friday afternoon"

I don't go preaching anything to anyone I have my belief's & you have yours. I believe that you can still talk to a love one that has passed. I believe that anything is possible. I haven't been to church since I was a teenager. When I lost my Dad that's when I really quit religion, but not Faith I have tons of that.  And this latest gruesome event has throw me for a loop.

Killing, in general is horrible but the  killing of  little children breaks my heart. My heart goes out to all of the Families who lost a loved one today. So here we go a Prayer for all the ones we lost today and the ones in the past that will never be forgotten.

Gracious and loving God,

you watch the ways of all of us

and the utter destruction of which our hands are capable – over and over again.

We implore you to weave goodness and grace

In the lives of those destroyed by senseless violence.

Surround those whose lives are shattered

with a sense of your present love.

Wrap them in the worn quilt of your compassion.

Though they are lost in grief,

May they find you and be comforted.

Amen

Its only Thursday WTF?

I swear this week is going crazy slow! Don'tcha think so? On top of slow its been crazy cold out here where I live in the sticks, it was 55* (IN) my house Yeah you read that right. We tell  the kids if you are cold and more clothes, blankets! We lived in Pacifica so we are used to the cold. Only down fall its makes me sleepy.
        But the Awesome Hubby just made a FIRE for me!
And the Awesome Hubby also let me order Papa Johns my Favorite Pizza!! OMG!!

So this week I have read #Kim Harrison newest Book out Into the Woods!
  * I <3ed me the stories about the Hallow I just loved it, and I also Loved her other short stories in the book too! But I really Can't wait for the next Hallow Series book.

So Here is my Pinterest Part of my blog ready!!

* it works my towels don't stink!

So I am looking at chores for 7 yr old and my 13yr old so I found this site tell me what you think

for 7yrs old it says ok never mind I read it and it sucked so I will write on Popsicle stick and stick them in a jar and they can pick! LOL

Well that's it for today see ya tomorrow!

So I'm Thinking????

So I've come to a conclusion I'm having Gastric Bypass, the one I am having is Roux-en-Y gastric bypass~~~~~~~(ok really not a conclusion I've already seen a doctor now I'm waiting the psych Part things are in motion)




Yes, I'm crazy and Yes I know it! I've also done my homework over all of it. The reasoning for all of this is because I do workout, Diet, eat healthy, portion control and nothing works and also I have a lot of Stomach Acid and with this they are reducing the acid.







Here is some Info I'm sharing:

Gastric bypass surgery makes the stomach smaller and causes food to bypass part of the small intestine. You will feel full more quickly than when your stomach was its original size. This reduces the amount of food you can eat at one time. Bypassing part of the intestine reduces how much food and nutrients are absorbed. This leads to weight loss.


One type of gastric bypass surgery is a Roux-en-Y gastric bypass.
In normal digestion, food passes through the stomach and enters the small intestine , where most of the nutrients and calories are absorbed. It then passes into the large intestine (colon), and the remaining waste is eventually excreted.


In a Roux-en-Y gastric bypass, only a small part of the stomach is used to create a new stomach pouch, roughly the size of an egg. The smaller stomach is connected directly to the middle portion of the small intestine (jejunum), bypassing the rest of the stomach and the upper portion of the small intestine (duodenum).


This procedure can be done by making a large incision in the abdomen (an open procedure) or by making a small incision and using small instruments and a camera to guide the surgery (laparoscopic approach).
Why It Is Done


Weight-loss surgery is suitable for people who are severely overweight and who have not been able to lose weight with diet, exercise, or medicine.


Surgery is generally considered when your body mass index (BMI) is 40 or higher. Surgery may also be an option when your BMI is 35 or higher and you have a life-threatening or disabling problem that is related to your weight, such as type 2 diabetes that is difficult to control with diet, exercise, and medicine.


It is important to think of this surgery as a tool to help you lose weight. It is not an instant fix. You will still need to eat a healthy diet and get regular exercise. This will help you reach your weight goal and avoid regaining the weight you lose.
How Well It Works


On average, people lose more than half of their excess weight following Roux-en-Y surgery.

So No I'm not crazy, I just want a better life for me! I want to set a better example for my daughter. I want to be able to go run with them and just be happy and be with my kids. I don't want all the Medical problems my family has had. "I WANT TO BE HEALTHY"







OK, I'm done Venting today LOL

So its really almost Christmas Time?

Really come on I feel like Halloween Just happened ok, actually it just did and now Thanksgiving is over too. wow can we just stop spinning I swear we are on a high speed roller coaster. And if I start seeing things for Valentines I will stop and Scream in the Damn Store..

Manifesto!

Fifty Shades of Grey!

Fifty Shades of Grey follows Anastasia "Ana" Steele, a 22-year-old college senior who lives with her best friend Katherine Kavanagh; Katherine writes for their college's student paper. Because of illness, Katherine persuades Ana to take her place and interview 27-year-old Christian Grey, an incredibly successful and wealthy young entrepreneur. Ana is instantly attracted to Grey, but also finds him intimidating. As a result she stumbles through the interview and leaves Grey's office believing that it went badly. Ana tries to console herself with the thought that the two of them will probably not meet each other again. However she is surprised when Grey appears at the hardware store where she works. While he purchases various items including cable ties and rope, Ana informs Grey that Katherine wants photographs to go along with her article about him. Grey leaves Ana with his phone number. Katherine urges Ana to call Grey and arrange a photo shoot with their photographer friend Jose Rodriquez.

The next day Jose, Katherine, and Ana arrive at the hotel Grey is staying at, where the photo shoot takes place and Grey asks Ana out for coffee. The two talk over coffee and Grey asks Ana if she's dating anyone, specifically Jose. When Ana replies that she isn't dating anyone, Grey begins to ask her about her family. During the conversation Ana learns that Grey is also single, but is not "a hearts and flowers kind of guy". This intrigues Ana, especially after he pulls her out of the path of an oncoming cyclist. However, Ana believes that she is not attractive enough for Grey, much to the chagrin of her friend Katherine.

After finishing her exams Ana receives a package from Grey containing first edition copies of Tess of the d'Urbervilles, which stuns her. Later that night Ana goes out drinking with her friends and ends up drunk dialing Grey, who informs her that he will be coming to pick her up because of her inebriated state. Ana goes outside to get some fresh air, and Jose attempts to kiss her but is stopped by Grey's arrival. Ana later leaves with Grey, but not before she discovers that her friend Katherine has been flirting with Grey's brother Elliott. Later Ana wakes to find herself in Grey's hotel room, where he scolds her for not taking proper care of herself. Grey then reveals that he would like to have sex with her. He initially says that Ana will first have to fill out paperwork, but later goes back on this statement after making out with her in the elevator.

Ana later goes on a date with Grey where he takes her in his helicopter to his apartment. Once there, Grey insists that she sign a non-disclosure agreement forbidding her to discuss anything that they do together, which Ana agrees to sign. He also mentions other paperwork, but first takes her to a room full of BDSM toys and gear. There Grey informs her that the second contract will be one of dominance and submission and that there will be no romantic relationship, only a sexual one. The contract even forbids Ana from touching Grey or making eye contact with him. At this point, Grey realizes that Ana is a virgin and agrees to take her virginity without making her sign the contract. The two then have sex.

The following morning Ana and Grey once again have sex, and his mother, who arrives moments after their sexual encounter, is surprised by the meeting, having previously thought Grey was homosexual because she had never seen him with a woman. Grey later takes Ana out to eat, and he reveals to her that he lost his virginity at fifteen to one of his mother's friends and that his previous dominant/submissive relationships failed due to incompatibility. They plan to meet up again and Grey takes Ana home, where she discovers several job offers and admits to Katherine that she and Grey have had sex.

Over the next few days Ana receives several packages from Grey. These include a laptop to enable the two of them to communicate, since she has never previously owned a computer, and a more detailed version of the dominant/submissive contract. She and Grey email each other, with Ana teasing him and refusing to honor parts of the contract, such as only eating foods from a specific list. Ana later meets up with Grey to discuss the contract, only to grow overwhelmed by the potential BDSM arrangement and the potential of having a sexual relationship with Grey that is not romantic in nature. Because of these feelings Ana runs away from Grey and does not see him again until her college graduation, where he is a guest speaker. During this time, Ana agrees to sign the dominant/submissive contract.

Ana and Grey once again meet up together to further discuss the contract, and they go over Ana's hard and soft limits. Ana is spanked for the first time by Grey; the experience leaves her both enticed and slightly confused. This confusion is exacerbated by Grey's lavish gifts, and the fact that he brings her to meet his family. The two continue with the arrangement without Ana having yet signed the contract. After successfully landing a job with Seattle Independent Publishing, Ana further bristles under the restrictions of the non-disclosure agreement and the complex relationship with Grey.

The tension between Ana and Grey eventually comes to a head after Ana asks Grey to punish her in order to show her how extreme a BDSM relationship with him could be. Grey fulfills Ana's request, beating her with a belt, only for Ana to realize that the two of them are incompatible. Devastated, Ana leaves Grey and returns to the apartment she shares with Katherine.

 Thank you Wiki for the summary!

Ok so I know my Epic BF is rolling her eyes and is shaking her head to this post! Aren't you Lisa?

But I've put this book on the back burner for so long I have read all the hype and every ones opinions so I wanted to finally have my own opinion on the book! So I read it and I found myself liking it, somewhat relating in parts.

So in saying this Yes Lisa my happy ass went on Barnes & Noble and bought the all of the books. so :P

LOL! I am actually looking forward to the movie it would be awesome if it was Ryan Gosling (Yum) or Even Ian Somerhalder from Vampire Diaries he is Dreamy too!

So Tell me Ian or

 Ryan?

I can't  

choose??

both are so damn 

yummy!

New Hair Color New Mood!

So on Tuesday the hubby and I, had a day date he took me out to breakfast in this hole in the wall diner and trust me I was kind of unsure about the diner but I fell in love! I ordered the country fried chicken with biscuit   and everything was fresh, OMG she even asked if I wanted more gravy for my biscuit????? OMG the taste made me feel like I was back home in Tulsa!:(

So after that hubby needed a haircut so while he did that I got my eyebrows done! Then I did  it I dyed my hair and I love it so I'll show you before and after pictures!

So  I am in <3! My Hubby loves it too so do the kiddos! 

So really this is all I got today! 13yr old has a game tomorrow at Livermore High School @3pm

if anyone wants to check it out!

Me!

Omg What today has been

So Hey everyone I hope life is good!

So well lets start my topic off with back story first.......

so ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~REWIND~~~~~~~~~~~ (lol)

I totally had a flashback of Wayne's World!  Again LOL

So Last night I posted on my Fb that Quote "If you think I am a BITCH you should meet my Mom..And if that isn't enough..Go see my Sister!!"


So this morning I got a call at 6:45am Yeah you read that right it was my Mother calling YELLING!!
so I really couldn't get a word in so I hung up! (you're thinking uh bad move but thats the only way to shut her up) So After texting my sister oh and my mom beat me to it also.
So Finally giving my mom sometime to cool off I called her the first time she didn't answer  and then I waited another twenty minutes I called again  and she answered and I asked if she would talk without yelling.
so trying to explain to my mother this is on status shuffle I personally didn't write this and still she didn't understand. she  then went on ranting how I call her a bitch all the time so I called BULLSHIT! I asked her when was the last time I called her that, she replied when you were in high school..... LOL that was 10yrs ago! and she is still holding that over my head.

So yeah this has been fun (yeah Right huh?)
Why is it so hard to talk to my mom? oh then she went on about why was I up at 1:30am her time
it was 11:30 my time so now I'm 29 and I have a bed time?????

So here I am ranting and raving about it..... actually laughing my ass off from the whole situation.
Again only in my family where the crazies are always out with out  the full moon!

<3, Me

Opps My bad!

Wow, its been awhile since I've posted and a lot has happen.....

Ok first I want to talk about Dreams, you ready? So last night or this morning don't really know but I had a crazy dream that Hubby told me he loved me but wasn't in love with me he missed the old me.
Ok, so I woke with this one and hugged his pillow tight (since he is at work when I woke) but still I can't shake this dream. Do any of you guys have these dreams?

Ok, next topic before I lose my mind! Weight loss is a bitch! Weight loss is the devil! LOL
So I was given a huge opportunity to do something I have been thinking about for a long time and at first hubby was behind me but now I think he is backing away from the plan I wanted; huh? I wonder is this the reason for my dreams? Huh maybe?

Shit, maybe I need to talk to him about it? Anyways I really hope my Epic Bf is feeling better she has had a couple sick kids and that is including herself.  lots of <3 to her!

Ok so Toyota almost got me I almost left with a $34,000 Highlander then the sales guys pissed me off so I walked over to the service dept and paid for my car repairs $1164.  and within 5 mins of leaving Toyota they called telling us they have a better deal we said thanks but no thanks!

So Tuesday lilo had her birthday party at her favorite place Partipalooza she invited 16 kids sad thing is only 9 showed when they all RSVP I know her Bf was sick with the bug that was going around. So afterward she asked why didn't they come (omg Break my Heart) I explained as simply as I could. But she had a Blast! So Tomorrow is her real birthday she is turning 7 years old.

So this is all I got for now but trust me I will be posting later this week or even tomorrow.

Love me!

My 13yr Old #50 is a Beast

Did I tell you I hate September?

Oh How I hate September now!

Let me Count the ways:
1. First Cabela's royally screwed me! they bent me over and said take it bitch!$3459.75
2.Then they did it again$3459.75
3. Then Again $3459.75
4. Then Yesterday my Check Engine Light came on and I'm praying its only the computer cause if its the tansmission I'm royally F-bombed!


So a big Thank you to Chase for helping me out since my other Credit Card company sucks Donkey balls!

So on another note my boys are gone this weekend so its me and Lilo well plus Mckinley! we are have a girl weekend!

Sorry its been so long I've started back to work and not getting home until late then dinner and kids so I need a better grasp on things I will make this work!

Ode to me lol

Wow, it's already half way through the week! Hip hip hurray!
This week is the opening week to the football season ( I'm so excited)

13yr old has his first regular season game I'll post pictures when I take them.

This is all I'm really going to write about to nite.....
I am about to go cuddle with the hubby on the couch and watch face off.



Love ya lots

juggling act

My world has been a circus, and  I the ringmaster! I swear I've been none stop, I mean come on it took me a week to read 1 damn book. Your probably wondering why I'm so busy lets see, I'm back to work, Kids back to school. Football practice 13yr old got hurt he strained his groin (ouch).
Now I think Lilo  has a sinus infection or something? I do know that this hot one day cold the next is really pissing me off please Mother Nature take your menopause med's!

So on Saturday I had to go and pick up 13yr old from his friends house ( he spent the night duh).
 I gave the hubby the Costco shopping list so he took lilo with him. And when I got home my lilo had a pair of Stompeez

she is grinning ear to ear too! Then I notice on the table he also bought me a huge body pillow I've been wanting!  Then Lilo Pulls out Pink Roses from the fridge and my heart melts....
So after the roses I've forgiven him for spending way to much $ oh I almost for got they bought McKinley a new doggy bed too with memory foam!
 So back to what I was saying Hubby grabbed my hand and covered my eyes and led me into our bedroom Kinky right? At first I thought so too, then he shoves me on the bed and it was soft I was melting into my bed. Why was I melting into my bed? why couldn't I get into bed? why was it taller? He bought the Good Memory foam bedding shit at Bed,Bath & Beyond! Since we keep bitching our back hurt when we wake up and we have only had the bed for 2yrs! Omg let me tell you I love it I sleep so good my Boob's aren't  sore anymore from being smashed, my back hasn't hurt ether!

I'm in love<3

Back to work....

So Tuesday I went in for a Job interview and they didn't tell me for sure I got the job but they would call me at the end of the day (recap I left East Ave to get more $$$$ and there where some total bitches there. One that will remain nameless only should be known by OLDFATASSHAG! I swear with her I coughed wrong!
Can we say Jealous Much? so anyways I applied for another job in the district and wouldn't you know later that night I got the call I was being placed at East again!! Oh yeah last day of school last year I gave a WHOLE GOODBYE SPEECH!

So All my kids where Excited that I was back cause all summer whenever I ran into them I got Mobbed with hugs and we miss you yadda yada!

So its a fun, I love being able to see all the kids and especially see my son everyday that makes me happy!

So Yesterday the 25th was my Son's 13th Birthday! Plus He had football all day! Good news He won all his scrimmages that was the Best Part oh and going to Cattlemen's with him and embarrassing him!
So your about to see a lot of pictures so be Read to Ohh and Aww!

First day of school pics!

Kaylee and Alex!

Happy 13th Birthday!!!

First day of School, First Day of School!

So today was the first day of school for 13yr old and Lilo,  And THANK GOODNESS they both like there teachers so far! Oh just to mention I'm back to work to I'm again at East not a fancy job but hey its a job and I'm in a union and I get to be home with my kids when school is out so Hey that's cool with me!
Nice thing about today was seeing all the kids so happy to see me, that made me a little happy :) ok a lot!

Omg~~~> First day of school and already homework Lilo came home with a homework packet shhh give the girl a chance to get back into routine. 13 yr old came home with work too Damn California thinking that these kids need to know so much... ok this is a mom who actually helps her kids out with homework! I remember learning the times table in 3rd grade not 2nd. Oh well if you don't like my vent kiss my ass!

So this morning I walked with the BF and her 4ft,grumpy butt, and snuggle bear and lilo to school this morning. So BF and I are starting to walk again when they were in Kindergarten we were walking demons 6miles no problem now that's a no go maybe next month!

Anyway just got home from Football Practice for 13yr old and Hubby just got home too so Need to MAKE MAN DINNER NOW, HE IS BEATING CHEST FEED MAN NOW,NOW FEED MAN OHH FOOTBALL! LOL

R.I.P James Lee Perkins

Born on April 26, 1942  Left us on August 17, 2012

Here is Jim 7/2012 with my nephew Ryan.

He survived by his wife Jane 

His son Patrick, His Daughter Stacey, and  His son Joshua and stepson David

including Grand Children, and Great Grand Children

God looked around in Heaven
And found the perfect place.
He looked down upon the earth
And saw your sweet tired face.

He put his arms around you
And lifted you to rest.
God's garden must be beautiful
He always takes the best.

He saw the road was getting rough
And the hills were hard to climb.
So he closed your weary eyelids
And whispered "peace be thine." 

It broke our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
For part of us went with youThe day he called you home. 

I have know this man my whole entire life. He watched me grow up he was always there watching.

there has always been rumors in my family about certain things and I have asked him what he thought he told me "maybe maybe not"  

I hugged him every time I saw him, just to show him I cared 

When I lost my dad that raised me Jim was the first one I saw at the funeral and he held me and told me it will be ok and he loved me.   

Jim Thank you now you are up there with my dad and you go bowling LOL. Jim I'm sorry I didn't get more time with you, I'm sorry 

I talked to your sister and she made me see that I was always family no matter what I was family.

                                        Please Rest now, you are no longer in pain.

I promise to you that I will keep in contact with my Brothers more and I will call Stacy more to check on them all. I will be there shoulder, I will be there rock I will do as they did for me.

                                    

                                           R.I.P  James Lee Perkins 1942-2012

Ouch stupid Scorpion

So the other day I was in my nice cozy bed and I woke up thinking I got a bite from a mosquito so I ignored it. Then later that day my arm started to swell and warm to the touch and itchy like a MoFo!
So the next day I woke up to my arm & hand super swollen, so swollen my wedding ring would not budge from my finger & I dare say I Freaked out!!! So I had shit to do that day so I went and did them and went over to Epic BF's House and we both tried to get my finger free with no luck :(

So I went to the Doctor and found out  it was a  FREAKIN SCORPION BITE not once but Twice!!! how can I ever be so lucky? snicker, snicker! So After I get my drugs and I start popping  ASAP, the next day the swelling is down. Yeah Me!

So Yeah I'm a magnet for weird things to happen to me!

So A Big Thanks to My Epic BF for the finger Help!

Ok, one last thing my Epic BF is getting her book Published and I could be more ecstatic for her and her Grannie PantieWearing Hippo! I want nothing more for her then for her dreams to come true! I can't wait to get a book signed by her!

This is EPIC PEOPLE SO WHEN I TELL YOU TO YOU HAVE TO GO OUT AND GET IT IT WILL BE EPIC!

A lot has happen

I can't get into it right now but a lot has happen so please trust me when I say I'll post soon.

Our Story.... Part 1

So awhile back I wrote a story about the Hubby & I and I'm posting it on here so I can put faith of love back into someones life.

So here we go.........

   Two people thousands of miles apart with completely different lives only one thing in common at first is wanting to find true love. Her in Oklahoma and him in California, both not having any luck with relationships both tired of being torn down by people that thought they loved, but did they really love them? Maybe they did but that was in the past.
 At night she wondered if she ever would find someone to treat her right and love her for her. At night he thought the same and wondered if anyone could come close to his heart again?
The last relationship she had been through threw her for a loop her own family member betrayed her, how would she ever trust her again how would she ever cope with the pain and loss she was feeling scared to ever love again, but she knew in her heart her true love was out there waiting for her.


 He had been though a relationship that hurt him badly, for he would never speak of it, only called it his "Heart Break from Hell'. He really cared for the girl and he thought she did too?
However he was wrong or was he right did she actually care about him? Who will ever know? Neither you nor I!  Because these to have started a new chapter in there lives, together as a couple!

They Both remember that night like it was yesterday when they first met on line in a chat room a thrill not knowing a person but having so much in common. His screen name was hawaiianpride21 and hers was nikki31169, he was twenty one and she was seventeen. but see before this story goes on she hasn't told him one BIG thing. She needed to inform him that she was a mom to a one year old little boy.

But she knew she had to tell him she couldn't start this out in a lie, so she took the chance and told him the truth. 

By her amazement he wrote her back and said "hey don't worry about it I am not one of those guys that would look down on or turn away from you because you have a child its no big deal, it happens.

I only know you as a Internet person so, who knows maybe we will meet someday or maybe not.

Anyways, its all good! Either way we cannot take back what has already happened. 

I also can not make judgement  about you we have only ever talked over the computer so it wouldn't be fair to either of us. I'm glad you told me and again don't worry it makes no difference to me.

They both signed off that night, who would ever guess that they would start talking every night after that, they even moved to the telephone that one night evolved into months into years.

Come back for part 2.......

This girl is back on???

Hello world for those of you who really, I mean really know me know that I was on Alli last Year and lost 40lbs(Yeah Me) now Boo Me I gained all that shit back! :( I know right?

But Yesterday I started back up on Alli and I'm excited about it I can hear that size 10 coming my way!
So what brought this on your thinking huh? wasn't she eating right and working out? I efffin have been but still manged to gain 8M*****Effin pounds! SO DON'T SAY (water weight, muscle mass bullshit I don't want to hear it) since yesterday I've lost 2lbs Ok so onto another subject.......




So the other day my Hubby bought me a cool Kenmore Convection oven since our Toaster oven was taking 10mins to toast bread( FML) Isn't she pretty? I think so now only if I could master the art of not burning something in her LOL.




Holy shit, my kids start school next week OMG my 13yr old will finally be a real 13yr old too on the 25th and in 8th grade and Lilo will be in 2nd grade.
Wow where has the summer gone? I swear it was just yesterday the kids were just getting out of school.
But before I know it, it will be Christmas lol.

Ohhh exciting news my BF Lisa is working on a children's book and I'm so excited for her I can't wait to read the book and buy it! So Crazy excited for her this is one of her dreams! SO MAD PROPS EPIC AWESOMESAUCE LISA!

I know its not a hippo wearing panties but I thought it was funny!










So here you go, come back tomorrow for another blog from the Queen of her own house!

Love Me!

opp's its been awhile

So Yeah its been awhile I've been busy, I mean busy and a lot of crap going on too. OMG I want to be a ostrich and put my head in the ground to avoid reality right now.

Anyways Friday we went to the Niner Game it was Epic

But a couple of days before that 13yr old was in the backyard getting the pool ready for us to all go in and he found a bunny so I came out with gloves picked it up and found out that it couldn't move its whole left side so I thought maybe a hawk dropped it oh was I wrong 

I had to call the hubby to help me out!

But besides that I have been busy getting school shit ready for the kids so far all the clothes are done, and they both have shoes!  Now all I need is for school to start cause my kids are driving me up the wall.!

well thats it I will write more tomorrow!

I hate the Mall

So even as a teen I hated the mall and still as an adult I still hate the mall! I guess its because I grew up with my parents working pay check to pay check, and plus I seriously lived down the street from it and when I was 17 I worked at a mall.
Ok, so Friday I had to take my car to sears to get work done and the mall in Tracy,Ca sucks Donkey Balls! They don't have shit there and Lilo has been saving her money to go to Build a Bear and buy outfits for  Koko the Dog! so I went to the Modesto one I arrived there at 11am I didn't depart from the mall until 5pm yup you read that right 5 freaking PM. So we begin our journey at sears of course, then we walked around trying to find "BAB" then $60 later we walked out and we looked at almost all of the store then we went and had lunch she got  a hot dog on a stick and I got a auntie Annie's pretzel Yum! Then we went back to sears and got a couple of things she got a cute coat for $20 and I got a new shower head, and something for 13yr old since his birthday is a couple of weeks away. so I buy that shit and go and check on my car that time its 2:45pm still not done :( oh did I mention its hotter then Satan's ball in the mall so Lilo and I hitted up Cold Stone Creamery again YUMM  so after that we walked again and I went into this shoe store that I call the Stripper shoe store! and they had  cute sandals for $10 and in my size to I walked out of there with a new pair of cute sandals so then back to Sears and finally at 4:45 I paid $864.00 for my car, she got new routers,brakes,tires, alignment and oil change! And they told me to wait outside and my car will be right out! Umm nope, at 4:55 my car was still up in the air! Ok  finally at 5pm I'm in my car driving away from the mall!
Thank GOD!!!!

So Yesterday I had my BF time with Epic Lisa we went to Wallie World first I had to get a couple of things then we were off to go get our toes done and my nails too! We got there at 2pm sheesh we didn't leave there until 4pm but now we both have pretty toes and I have some sexy nails too!

So Today I got the cleaning bug gosh don't you hate when you get that bug? so I went a step further and rearrange my living room and I like it! so There you go my life in the past couple of days!

CHICK A SHIT MY FREEDOM OF SPEECH!

Ok, so everytime I go on here I read something about Chickshit! And since I do have the Freedom of Speech! I'm going to say this I don't care if your purple, pink, blue, tan, white, black, olive! I can careless if you love a woman or a man its not for me to judge you I only judge myself and my kids! Please don't listen to the people on here that say your a sin for loving who you are. Stand Up and be Proud never put your head down just because a business doesn't agree with you. you never know maybe the CEO is in the closet and just so scared to come out some people didn't have it like us growing up they had to worry about where the whites go and blacks. We were able to say hmmm Maybe I don't like the other sex and I want to try the other team. And come to find out a lot of the children who grew up in that time are coming out of the closet.
Ok so what I'm saying I DON'T CARE BE WHO YOU WANT TO BE, BE WITH WHOEVER YOU WANT TO BE. JUST BE HAPPY AND HONEST TO YOURSELF. FOR THE PPL WHO WILL POST BACK..... THIS WOMAN DOESN'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK!! PLEASE DON'T WASTE YOUR BREATH! I LOVE THE PRIDE! SO TO THE OTHER PEOPLE BLESS YOUR HEART YOU WON'T CHANGE ME

I work out!!!

So Yesterday I did Zumba and I did a class on the Wii wow I thought it wouldn't end but I had fun doing it! so today I'm going to do some workouts I got from Self magazine, Then tomorrow I will do Wii Zumba again and then on Thursday I will do Wii Active and Friday I will do PussyCat Dolls Workout DVD.

I'm on a mission I only have 11months until my Dirty 30 and I want to be in shape and healthy before that hits. So Far I have lost 6lbs but I want more like 100 more! The Hubby and I have changed the way we eat for example last night we had grilled chicken salad. normally we would eat fast food!

Damn my BF for making me look up to her! I'm so proud of her! I don't think she really knows that! so here you go Lisa my Epic awesomesauce BF! You make me want to be a better person, you make me want to eat healthier.You make me challenge myself. So Thank you for being an Amazing Mom, Friend,Woman!




So Here are some things for you Lisa!

Omg its football season.....

So tomorrow my 13yr old starts football practice with the new league we joined LJFL for the past 4 years we have been with Livermore Youth Football. But after a couple of season I thought it would be good to relax and actually watch my child play football instead of making parents act like parents and make them volunteer which I should add it was like pulling teeth. OMG PPL its for your kids!! but no I was constantly running around with my head cut off, Only bonus I had some awesome Coaches last season!

Fingers crossed this is his last year of Youth Football too, OMG next year he will be a Freshman..... I feel the anxiety attack coming on. My Freshman Year is when I got Pregnant with him.........   :(

Ok, so good thing about this new League we only practice 3days a week 5-7 no more 5days a week 

for 6-8pm and we play in town no more traveling to Napa, American Canyon, Antioch! No more paying $4 to go watch my son play! No More of the President of the League asking me Questions!!!! Ok now that I've vented! LMAO

Ok, so I just found this image and I find it Hilarious because my son's new team is the Packers LOL... mwahhhhhhhh!!!!

Ok, so There you have it today come back tomorrow to find out how practice went and what new book I'm going to start!

Love, Me