Sunday, April 13, 2014

3 months out today



I don't think you can really tell I started this amazing journey last August my EPIC and I started taking pictures every month to follow are path to see where we have been. 
August 2013 I was 230 lbs, February 2014 I was 200 lbs,  March 2014 198 lbs, April 2014 189 lbs.

Start Pants 18
Now pants  14-12
Bra Start 44 DDD
Bra Now 38 DD
T shirsts Start  2XL
T shirts Now XL

Only thing I honestly notice are my boob's they look like rockets! LOL

If you have been following me, you know I went to Hawaii last summer well while I was there my Hubby bought me some cute hawaiian print shorts I ♥'d them but couldn't get them past my thunder thighs! (real problem) 
So today I found them in a pile I proclaimed "NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN" and said what the hell I tried them on and damn it to hell they fit and where loose! So excited me, I called the hubby and he was like yeah, then he told me to change before I brought him and his staff lunch. (side note I'm PMS something fierce)  I wanted to cry I took them off and changed and now I feel like a humpback whale. :( 
I have dropped pants sizes and even bra sizes but yet I still feel like a whale 

I can't explain why I feel this way but sometimes I look in the mirror and I see the Me I was last summer.
Not the me now and that sinking feeling creeps back and my mood is ruined.

Anyways today is 3 months since I had the surgery I just wanted to share and vent I guess!
Day of my Surgery I was 220 now 3months out I am 189 and still losing!