4 months down more to go......

So, earlier this week I hit my 4 months post op. 

And damn I feel good! 

Things I've noticed I'm able to sit in weird position and I'm comfortable! Oh and my tail bone kills me when I sit down its drives me crazy I never really had a ass but damn I miss the padding LOL.

So on my last post 4/13/14 

I was a size 14

still a 14 almost a 12

Bra 38 DDD now 36 DDD

T-Shirt XL depends on shirt L

May 12,2014  180lbs

October 18,2012  250lbs

Oh my  freaking god, I wore a juniors size 14 dress  and it felt great! But seriously what is with the 90's clothing coming back into style really I saw sunflower print dress and  crop tops and high waist  pants.

So Random News: Please click on my Epics Picture and check out her amazing blog it has tons on yummy WLS Recipes that I've had the honor in trying!  Without this chick my world would be completely dark and scary! ♥ you Epic♥

So I saw this on pinterest and I like it so I'm sharing it 

NEW MOTTO ALERT 

Minus the dating scene I ♥ my Hubby How about Improve sex appeal to Hubby! 

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♥ me

3 months out today

I don't think you can really tell I started this amazing journey last August my EPIC and I started taking pictures every month to follow are path to see where we have been. 

August 2013 I was 230 lbs, February 2014 I was 200 lbs,  March 2014 198 lbs, April 2014 189 lbs.

Start Pants 18

Now pants  14-12

Bra Start 44 DDD

Bra Now 38 DD

T shirsts Start  2XL

T shirts Now XL

Only thing I honestly notice are my boob's they look like rockets! LOL

If you have been following me, you know I went to Hawaii last summer well while I was there my Hubby bought me some cute hawaiian print shorts I ♥'d them but couldn't get them past my thunder thighs! (real problem) 

So today I found them in a pile I proclaimed "NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN" and said what the hell I tried them on and damn it to hell they fit and where loose! So excited me, I called the hubby and he was like yeah, then he told me to change before I brought him and his staff lunch. (side note I'm PMS something fierce)  I wanted to cry I took them off and changed and now I feel like a humpback whale. :( 

I have dropped pants sizes and even bra sizes but yet I still feel like a whale 

I can't explain why I feel this way but sometimes I look in the mirror and I see the Me I was last summer.

Not the me now and that sinking feeling creeps back and my mood is ruined.

Anyways today is 3 months since I had the surgery I just wanted to share and vent I guess!

Day of my Surgery I was 220 now 3months out I am 189 and still losing!